Time now: 2200hrs

Just came back from Malacca yesterday. For a short trip. My father drove there and back. I can’t drive.. but I hope I can drive by next year. If I am hardworking enough.. Lol. I am really not that hardworking.

No photos taken during the trip. I was busy getting bitten by mosquitoes (hmpf..) and my family(inclusive of uncles, aunts and cousins) were all busy with the durians!! Totally so engrossed with the durians… Gosh, how can a person digest so much durians!!

Not that I do not love durians… It is like too MUCH!!!!!

Bought this really cool hanger where u can hang 5 pairs of jeans/pants … Space saving!!! Good for girls like me. Who has lots of clothing…. Yea!!!

(think i can hang up to ten pairs, the width of the hanger is very very broad.)

Me and Ju was talking today.. And we mentioned about our dream wardrobe. Walk-in of course.. The design, how the mirror should be, how many racks and drawers. Last but not least, small compartments to put all our accessories. Dream come true someday. Haha~

And the two of us need to go sun tanning soon!!! It is summer~~ Ok.. I know. It is summer all year round for Singapore. But now, it is the most sunniest month what!! We have to go to that place that I promise you.. Soonish.

I still kind of can’t let go.. trying my best. I need to do something else, to occupy my mind.

Whatever. I am going back to Gossip Girl~ Totally love that show~

xoxo

time now: 0017hrs

my friend knocked some sense into me ..

No point fighting.. may the best wins.. Lol. Somehow I think so too.

I can’t get affected so easily!! Stop it! I have more great things in my life..

What is the reason we are fighting?? sIAO!! Totally not worth it.. Maybe only I think so.

Arrgh..

Work has been really crazy the past few days… With little staffing. Almost feel like dying~ Lucky, we survived. Better days are coming..

I should stop my obssession.. Getting very bad~ Can anyone help me kick my addiction??

Please….

Nothing exciting to look forward to.. Life is boring. Boring without my friends..

Sigh. What has become of me?? I am so not happy these days.

Do people become more and more greedy? Once you get something, you would want more. And more..

I am starting to want more and more, when I know I cannot get.

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I do not know where does his charm comes from?? I think I am crazy lo!!

I want to give up. I am far too tired. And there is like no booster or encouragement for me to go on.. Too difficult. If the day comes when I want to give up, I guess I wont even look back.

Feeling of heartbreak sets in.. cus i think.. I think.. I just can’t put down.

I hate you!!!

U are making me lose my friends.. somehow I dont know how to face them. I am becoming an obsessive and angry person. I have changed. I know.

Farewell Weize, take good care of yourself. I think we will all miss you. Haha. Dont worry, I will take good care of Pei Ning for u.

(no photos, my camera died on me. No battery!!!)

Anyway today meet up with WeiZe,Pei Ning, KuanYong,Shin Liang (is this how i spell?), Ju. Met Ju@ buigs in the afternoon for some retail therapy b4 meeting the gang.

Anyway… i bought a gold halter top, super nice!!!!! And bought my usual dose of earrings and make-up. *grins* The damage to my wallet is super!!!

Sigh… I always spend so much. Must save up!!!!

Then met the gang in evening. Went over to Kampung Glam to have this fish head steamboat. I dont know what name la. Dont ask me. Anyway when we were walking over, we pass by 2 karaoke lounge with china girls outside trying to pull business la. I was like, wow! First time so near to them. Heex.

The ironic thing was the lane between this 2 karaoke lounge stood a sleazy looking motel. Which I fail to notice until PN told me. The motel looks really like a place for one night stand or fling. Whatever you call it.

Wa Lau!!!! Tak Boleh Tahan!!!! Saw this old man and this young china girl hugging in front of me. The China girl was like sulking, then sudden she lean against the old man. OMG!!!!!! OMG!!!!!

(I think I have something against them.)

During dinner, the girls were the only ones talking lo. KY and SL was like super quiet, can???? WZ did make some noise la. It was so quiet that I couldnt eat my dinner. Make some noise!!!!!!

I was making all the noise and it make me feel I am so super noisy and sassy. rOaRRRRRRRR….. Stupid KY and SL!

Really enjoy my day today. Then suddenly got shock!!! I dont know why. I siao, ok???? Full stop. I will not entertain any questions.

Tsk. Tsk.

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Today Jasmine went off to Vietnam with her Dong. Lol. I didnt go send her la. I am like super tired after what happen the last 3 days.

I didn’t know what came into me. I cried all the way home on sunday after work. I couldn’t control my emotions. Who can? I think I super strong already. Hang on there!!! I am sure I can do it.

Before that idiot Jasmine board the plane, she has to call me and tell me something that make me uncomfortable for the whole day.

I hate u! Now I have to make important decisions. How? U tell me!!! I really don’t know what I want now.

I know. I want babies!!! Lols. I kept telling PN and Ju I want to have babies. she must think I am mad. Babies are the most super cute in the world. If no husband or bf , nvm. I just want babies! Hoho. I is crazy.

But Ju say my boobs will be bigger after having babies, then more difficult to buy clothes. *sulk* Sigh… That is the minus point, isn’t it?

Anyway, I still haven’t decide to take up Jasmine’s invitation. See if anyone would like to change shift with me. I wish to go but at the same time, I am scared.

Sigh. *2

P.S. The father of my baby must be TALL, good-looking(not handsome). I is mad. Ignore me.

To take note, all my dear friends!!

 I am organising chalet from 10 nov- 11 nov or tentatively that week.

Venue: Paris Ris

Food: Bring anything u like. But i will still order food. You can tell me what u wanna eat.

Pls tell me if u wanna go.

Those that never reply me will be cursed to death. Muahaha!

It is my birthday, k???

Pls bring along presents!!!!!

I LOVE you all~

This is super true!!! If you cant read, it is: A best friend is like a good bra. Supportive, Hard to find and close to your heart. True, isnt it?

I LOVE all of you. (It is in bold, ok?)  Although I may be frustrated with you guys sometimes.

I miss all of you a lot!!!  A LOT~

I can really really say that you are the 2nd best to me other than my parents. Touched, right?

Why would I say that? Cus other than my parents, you all really dote on me. I know that or I must be lying to myself.

You all are concerned about me, listen to my nonsense, wait for me if I am late once in a while. (Really!!) And you try to introduce guys to me. But like still no result!! Haha. I want to get married by next year leh. More guys, pls. JK.

And most important: Listen to all my whims and complains. I know… I love to talk! Heex. Thanks for being there all these while.

To Ms Piggyneo: Just hold on now. You will see better days!!! I am also like that when I first started work. Remember how I complain to you. Promise me, hold on!!!!! This is like a tough bus ride.

Remember to call me when U wanna complain, although I may be busy at times. Sorry if I am not there.

To Ju: The best EN in the whole world!!!!!! We both do insane things to keep ourselves sane… Life in hospital is bad. Serious. Lols. Promise not to meet at CP ok? We meet at Hg Mall. Haha~ I am scared I cant see Labrador park. I want to go!!!!

All the best with ‘you know who’. Lol.

To Pik: One of my super best friend in NYP, also a member of shopping queen club. I miss you, gal! I havent seen you like for thousands years. Sorry that I always cant meet up with you. I must arrange to go makan with u, but after payday. Heex.

To LPN: I LOVE you!!!!! But u everytime go home so late. I want to go home with u leh!!! She is the friend who will take all the stupid nonsense I do. And she is my jewellery designer sometimes. I always look for her if I need advise on accesories. Girl, must go home together ok??

To Jas: I love and hate her. She always give me tons of advice. Thanks!!! She will always bring me to a lot of nonsense places. But I still love her lah! And one thing I always love to irritate her: to correct her english. mUhaha. Jas, you cant escape, I am going to do it your whole lifetime.

To Kuan Yong and Wei Ze: The two best friends. I got to know WeiZe thru LPN (her bf). Then I got to know Kuan Yong thru WeiZe. It is messy, I know.

Actually I got nothing to tell them. Just THANK YOU for being my friend. Haha! You guys are really great!!!

To Lynette: (if you are reading) She is cute. Also very nonsense like me. Haha! Hey. Next time I try not to be late lah. Must tell me you and ‘you know who’ how ok?? He is cute la… but ask him dont always so frustrated la. Can?

I still got a lot people I havent talk about. Next time ok? Cus I think of what esle to write le.

My last day of school was actually on thursday. Cus I couldnt bothered to attend the work sociology lecture on friday. The module wont be tested, so what the point of going?

What did I do on friday? I woke up like freaking 0630 in the morning, to go for my driving lesson @ 0835. I was so tired that I step on the accelerator when I should be stepping on the brake. I am such a harzard!! And I hate it when the instructor dont talk to me, it make me daydream. When I daydream, the car will do funny things. haha~

After my lesson end, I met up with Felicia, Serene and Xiao ying. Xiao ying join us later in the evening when her lesson finish. We celebrated Xiao ying birthday at Manhattan’s Fish Market and we bought her something from Espirit. So long nv meet up with them le. I neglected my friends.

I woke up at nine yesterday for my appointment to do my eyebrow. As all my friends know, I have almost no eyebrow. So I decided to go under the knife needle to make my brows more prominent.

The procedure is about 1 plus hour, call creative eyebrow. It is not as pain as embroidery eyebrow. It cost me $250 and it comes with one free facial. Sounds great, right? I am having it done at those neighbourhood beauty salon rather then those “branded” ones. Cus I cant afford those “branded”salon and I feel more at home at neighbourhood beauty salon.

I still have a 2nd session to go. Will post the after pictures here. I like the brow shape they drawn for me.

After my eyebrow session, I went home and slept for about an hour. Then I have to rush to Jurong to meet my friends to go to Eve’s 21st birthday party.  

We played mahjong there, eat, chit-chat, take photos. And I ate three slices of Eve’s ice-cream birthday cake. Haha! I just cant resist ice cream and at worse Swenson’s mango ice-cream. OMG!

I think I must buy Mango-Tango for my birthday this year. I heartz it!!!

Finally, I went home to rest at 1000 hrs. And reach home at about 1115. And I just wake up to blog. Haha!

Hardworking, arent I ? Gotta go study!

Tata~

Cant understand why I am feeling so frustrated these few days. Lack of sleep? ICA stress?

So tired… Went for steamboat yesterday. With Szemin, Sijie, Jasmine, Pik sun, Pei ning, Weize, Kuan Yong, Raymond, William, David. And Ai yan who had to leave early.

The food was not bad. Got pork, mutton, beef, blah. blah. blah. Got lots of nice nice things lah. But going there on friday, a tad too expensive. $19+ per person. But the service not bad. The staff keep replenish our soup without us asking for it. And they always clear the empty plates. And the drinks are free-flow. I think that their soup base were not bad. esp. Ma La and the preserved vegetables de. Nice. will go again. Didnt take note of the shop’s name. It is directly opp. Buigs (Breadtalk) and near the entrance of Icon.

Recently I have been getting angry over things that doesnt concern me. why? Too free, arent I? Must find something to occupy my mind.

Seriously I just cant stand some girls that treat guys like spare tire. If you are reading this blog, Yes. You are that bitch. I just hate you & hearing your voice just irks me. Pls dont ever come into my life anymore. I HATE you. You are such a flirt with that digusting voice of yours. When you have a boyfriend, You dont go around places flirting with lifeguards. OK?

Oops, that quite reveal who it is, isnt it? But never mind.

IMH attachment next week, a bit scared, a bit excited. Although been living opp IMH for the past ten years, I have never been directly in contact with the patients. Sometimes, I even forget I am living opp IMH.

For those who lives under the rock, IMH = Institute of Mental Health. Muhaha!

Wish me luck!!

I am rotting at home the whole day, just playing games and reading storybooks. I am going to rot more often, as I am going to enter working life soon. Then, I wont have anytime to rot le. I only left a week in school. Really gonna miss all my friends who had been with me for three years. Really hope we can stay in contact until we are all grannies/grandpa.

Ciao!

Gonna present 2 ICAs next week. But I guess one of them will be postpone. Cus our dear group member/friend in injured. Qing Lei had dislocated his ankle while playing basketball in school on friday. But not to worry, he had been discharge from hospital yesterday.

He keeps insisting he wants to go to school on monday to do presentation, with his clutches. He should really rest at home loh. We already informed the lecturer, hope it can be postponed. Cus Qing lei is our main character in the presentation. Haha!

Qing Lei, Hope you have a speedy recovery!!!! And stop insisting you wanna come to schoool!!

There is another presentation on tuesday. The lecturer is kind of demanding and i am getting a headache from doing it. So much amendments to make. And it is sort of not everyone is helping. Yes… I am complaining. Cus I am angry.

Never mind, this is the last ICA. I still prefer working with my original group.

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I think my friends really detested me. They are all trying to pack me off to any available guy! I am so sad. Am i so detestable or you all want me to find happiness? It is not like i dun wanna date, just no available nice guy. HAha!

Today I discovered something new about my friend, Neo neo. (aka szemin aka ms piggy neo) Anyway, the new thing is PRACTICALLY EVERYONE WHO KNOWS HER HATES HER !!!!!

Today, PN told me that a yr 2 guy from nursing hate Neo neo!! The reason he hate Neo neo is cus she is too bossy, arrogant and treat the secondary sch students like kids. Haha~ This guy even say that Neo neo sure be a spinster… I am very sorry to inform him that she is getting married next year.

Neo neo actually think that the guy is jealous of her cus she is outstanding…. *puke*

PN met this guy when they were a team bringing the secondary sch “kids” around on Open House @ NYP. So we started talking about who hates her & blah blah blah. This Jasmine started confessing that she didnt like Neo neo at first, then slowly they become great friends. But now… they still bicker a lot!!!

Actually in the first place… practically the whole class hate Neo neo in the place. But as we get to know to her,

we really LOVE you, Neo neo!!!!!

Hey!! To all People who hate Neo neo: You are just jealous of her… & her friends!!! We just look too happy together. Stop hating her and get out of our lives. Get a life, ok? You are just too dumb!!! You are not in our league at all….

And I am setting up a <Hate szemin club>. Anyone wanna join? It is free of charge!! Haha! JK JK.